Despite my goal of updating twice a month, I have been quite busy with school as always so I haven't really gotten the chance. I can't believe it is already close to the end of the month. As I always say, time is just going by way too fast. So what have I been up to? Well, it is getting close to the end of spring term. This term has been a bit relaxing compared to the other terms. However, since the end of the term is getting close, I have some assignments due so that is getting a little stressful. Also, I have to start thinking of what I'll do after college. For now, I am thinking of just taking up any internships I can in order to get as much experience as possible. I am still a junior but my senior year for sure will just fly by so I am making sure that I have some sort of plan. Also, I have started to feel like I have been wasting my life again. This is the first time I've felt like this since high school. I have been late at everything from being able to getting my drivers license to going to things I have been wanting to go to such as a Hey! Say! JUMP concert. I still have never had a part time job while people around me had at least one or two and even starting an internship. I do blame myself for not taking action and believing whatever my parents had told me. Ever since I was a kid and up until I was 18, I never thought about just going for it. I always end up listening to what my parents told me which led me to think I had to wait until I got their approval. But on the bright side, at least I'm trying now compared to when I was in high school.
For the summer, I was thinking of either going to Japan World Heroes in Pasadena or the Hello! Project concert in Japan. I'm currently more leaning towards H!P but I regret not buying the plane tickets when they were cheaper. If I can't go in the summer, I'll try to aim for the year end concert.
