The last day of May

Today is the last day of May! Time is just flying by. School is almost out which I am excited about but next is going to be a little hectic. There's going to be a parade on Saturday so I have rehearsal for that 3 times a week since I am in band, also graduation is occurring on the same week and I have to go to that because again, I'm in band and we have to play some songs and watch all the people graduate for over 2 hours which is going to be very boring lol. Anyways since I'm sure I'll have a lot of time this summer, I'll try to record a few covers and that will be really nice because I have a lot of hw that I am too lazy to do and haven't turned in XD.

Animes!

Lately, I've been watching a lot animes. The anime I am currently watching is Love Live. I think it's really cute and it's very interesting. It made me wonder if this anime will want to make Japanese High School girls start their own idol group since there are so many idol groups these days. I also watched Wake Up, Girls. It is also an idol anime but it's more dark and shows more of the reality of what being an idol is like. This anime is so far my favorite idol anime because of how detailed it is and how it shows that being an idol isn't all about dancing and singing and being happy all the time. Lastly, I haven't finished K-ON but I really like it. It's very funny and I find it a little too girly at times but other than that, it's very entertaining and interesting.

Late Birthday Haul

Even though this is extremely late and it is almost a month after my birthday, I still want to show you guys what I got.

 From my friends, I got some candy and a Hello Kitty piggy bank. All the snacks are so nice and I just love the piggy bank. I have not yet ate any of the candies and I will be willing to do that soon :) 

The next things I got are the things that my dad brought back from Japan. 

 The first thing is the latest Morning Musume'14 single! :) I think that both songs are great and I just like how different each song is. It also came with a picture of Kanon and a poster. 

  The 2nd thing is some of the issues of Watamote that I didn't have yet. Those who haven't seen the anime, I highly recommend it because it is very funny and those who are a little anti-social can definitely relate to it.

The 3rd thing I got was the 2014-2015 Hey! Say! JUMP calendar! I really like this years calendar and it has really good pictures. 

Happy Mother's Day!! :)

It is Mother's Day!! :) I know my mom doesn't read my blog but I am very thankful for her for always helping me out and taking care of me especially when I am sick. I actually recorded this a while ago. I know I covered this last year but I haven't had the time to learn new songs so I decided to cover this :)
 

Anger issues

I'm sorry I haven't been updating this blog as often as I used to. I've been focusing on school and getting distracted by watching YouTube videos lol. Anyways, this is quite personal but I want to talk about my anger issues. According to my parents, I've always had anger issues since I was a little kid. I always thought it wasn't that bad but ever since my brother started going to the same school as me, a lot of retarded freshmans would laugh at me, point at me and whisper in front of me. That isn't a big deal but it made me stressed and in my case, stress turns to anger. What made that even worse than it already was is that one of my brother's friends asked me if he can take a picture with me on the way home. I felt very scared back then because I had no clue who he was. Then I started feeling very scared and told everyone I knew but nobody really cared. The next day, my brother's friend would stare at me on the way home, and when my brother wasn't looking, he made a heart sign at me. I felt very scared and if it was raining so hard that there was lightning, I wanted it to hit him and just wanted that retarded freshman to die. I feel like I went off-topic but long story short, because of all of those things that occurred this year, my anger issues became 10 times worse than it already was. 

But I wanted to talk about something that made it even worse than that and it was by messing up on a piano performance. I had a adjudication yesterday and at first I was thinking that I can do it. But as soon I started playing I kept on messing up and my mind just went blank. The adjudicater had to show me the music, despite the fact that I was trying to play without the music. I memorized EVERYTHING but for some reason, I just couldn't play. After the performance, my mom said it was just a bad day and I had bad luck, but I just couldn't get over the fact that it was nowhere close to perfect. Everything has to be perfect. It just has to be. That's why I try to make each cover as good as it can be. I don't care if nobody likes my videos. The videos that I make, I work so hard on recording them and editing them. To me, it's work and effort. 

I'm sorry that this is a very depressing post. I've been very depressed for the past 2 days and I just wanted to write this post about my anger issues and how it's painful to deal with it. 

May

It is already May! Why is time going by so fast?? Around where I live, it has been very sunny and warm and today it is very humid. So what do I do what it's warm and sunny? I eat some ice cream. Luckily, there's a lot right now, so I am very lucky. I will try to update this blog as much as possible and try to upload some covers. I already have one pre-recorded and will upload it on Mother's Day.